Posted 2:54 AM by Ted

1st off let me say If I don't talk to Katherine ( still not sure on spelling) by thursday, I know what I'm doing for my birthday. If I do talk to her and things go well..I'll be spending my time with her. anyways Tonight was one of those nights when things happened that change you the way you always wanted but for some reason could never make the change. Tonight would have also been allot better if I didn't have a conscience..but it was still a blast. Maybe it's the alcohol so I may not be thinking clearly. If things don't go well with Katherine..It will be time to have fun. Funny thing is if that does happen I probably won't find someone I want to talk to dance with ( even though I can't dance) damn it's 3am..tired but don't want to go to bed. Lots of stuff has been running through my head this past week..more so tonight. Man I am fucked up in the head. well off to bed!